I don't know what to say about myself. I'm 19, here, in a band, and stuck in this hell hole. Care to join me?

   


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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
Been a while

Damn, it's been forever since I've done anything on here. Well nothing new to say really except keep it real! Later people.

Posted at 6/2/2004 3:20:32 pm by BodomChild
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Sunday, April 25, 2004
Heaven - 1, Me - 0

Over Your Shoulder

Broken promises are what I seem to leave behind
Never anything is right, and never worth the time...
But when I left this world, I hoped you wouldn't cry
Because leaving you behind me kills me inside

And though it never worked out and it never seemed to exist
I found your touch so irresistable, so hard to resist
Watching you from above the clouds, weeping over me
I never wanted anything more, than for you to see..

I would've gave all of my earthly possesions
And all my many inhabitions to make you mine forever, that I know...
A hand to walk beside you, guide you
A helping hand to lead you through the storms...
A heart to love you until the earth goes cold...









Posted at 4/25/2004 4:14:04 am by BodomChild
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Friday, April 16, 2004
Life in Absence

In case you didn't really know, I write songs. And this is my latest called, "Life in Absence". It is dedicated to Mr. White whom I never got to meet, but I did meet his son. Eric. His father, David, was killed in an accident when an 18-wheeler ran into him. This song is dedicated to him.



I cannot put into words
The feeling that I feel
When thinking of you once again
Crumbles me, I kneel...

You won't be there to laugh and play
You won't be there to sing
You won't be there to cry and weep
When it seems like nothing

CHORUS
Feeling you in this life in absence
Making sure we're doing it the right way
Feeling you in this life in absence
Making it all seem OK...
END CHORUS

A hand upon my shoulder
Another angel found his place
I feel so much closer
And I fill up this space

My heart, its filled with sorrow
Discouragement and dismay
I feel as though I've never been the same
And won't be until the day

That I see you standing in front of me
With open, outstretched arms
It's then I'll finally understand
That you mean me no harm

I know you are not with us
In physicality
You are simply somewhere else
Where none of us can see

REPEAT CHORUS

Please don't cry...
I swear I'll try...
To live up to your expectations...

REPEAT CHORUS

I will not be alone
I will not be alone
I will not be alone...

I will not...




God bless you, Mr. White. An angel who's found his place...

Posted at 4/16/2004 6:30:06 am by BodomChild
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Thursday, April 15, 2004
What the HELL

Damn, today has been such a shitty day. I work all day, work all night (with my band) and it's all bunked up! The band is goin great, i'm glad i'm in it. We will have our first show REAL soon. But in the meantime, just keep it up. And yes, white people can flow too.

Posted at 4/15/2004 1:44:27 am by BodomChild
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
All you Cared to know about ME

I'll admit, I stole this from Amber, but...I want to fill it out too! :) Visit her at http://theberbster.blogdrive.com


o. First name: JACOB
o. Last name: LUNA
o. Nickname(s): JAKE, JAKE-FACE (THANKS FOR THAT ONE AMBER :) )
o. Birthday: 11/24/84
o. Height: 6'0"
o. Hair color: BLACK
o. Eye color: BROWN
o. Braces: HAD EM, HATED EM, DESPISE THEM
o. Hair short or long: LONG FOR ME, DUNNO WHETHER TO KEEP GROWING IT OUT
o. Where you were born: FORT HOOD, TX
o. Where you now live: BELTON, TX
o. Nationality: HALF WHITE/HALF MEXICAN (NOTICE THE LAST NAME)
o. Tattoos: NONE
o. Are you still in school: NO
o. Current grade: UM, 18TH
o. Favorite grade: MAY OF MY SENIOR YEAR. DIDN'T DO SHIT IN SCHOOL
o. Worst grade: 1-12 (SAVE FOR MAY)
o. Favorite teacher: HATED SCHOOL, HATED TEACHERS
o. Worst teacher:  EVERYONE THAT WENT BY MISS, MS., MRS., OR MR.
o. Favorite subject: AFTER-SCHOOL TV
o. Worst subject: ENGLISH
o. Buy or bring lunch: NEVER ATE SCHOOL DOG FOOD
o. School sports: FOOTBALL, BASKETBALL, TRACK, POWERLIFTING
o. High school: TROY HIGH SCHOOL
o. School activities:  HOLY SHIT, I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO GO THERE
o. Popular or what: I'VE NEVER BEEN POPULAR
o. Favorite memory: HALLOWEEN OWNED, AND MEETING SHAINA WAS THE BEST
o. Worst memory: KNOWING I MAY BE 30 YEARS OLD, LIVING AT HOME WITH MY PARENTS BECAUSE I'M POOR
o. Saying: "SWEEEEEEEET." , "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?"
o. TV show: FAMILY GUY, SIMPSONS, SOUTH PARK, CHAPELLE SHOW
o. Sport: ALL THE ABOVE IN SCHOOL
o. Vegetable: CARROTS
o. Fruit: STRAWBERRIES
o. Candy: ANYTHING CHOCOLATE
o. Gum: ARCTIC CHILL
o. Scent: LUCKY GIRL
o. Candy bar: IF YOU DIP IT IN CHOCOLATE, I WILL EAT IT
o. Ice cream: COOKIE DOUGH OR THE TWIX KIND
o. Color: BLACK, RED, LT. BLUE, AND WHITE
o. Holiday: EASTER, CHRISTMAS, THANKSGIVING (BECAUSE I'M NOT WORKING
o. Band: SHIT, WHERE DO I BEGIN. HERE IT COMES: CHILDREN OF BODOM, UNEARTH, METALLICA, IRON MAIDEN, AC/DC, DREAM THEATRE, SOILWORK, IN FLAMES, THRICE , ETC. I CAN'T POSSIBLY NAME THEM ALL
o. Music: READ THE ABOVE, AND YOU'LL KNOW POP MUSIC IS SOOOOO MY STYLE
o. Thing in your room: MY GUITAR
o. Place to be: WITH SHAINA
o. Radio station: 107.3, 93.7, 101.7
o. Junk food: PIZZA
o. Fast food place: WENDY'S
o. Restaurant: TEXAS ROADHOUSE
o. Shape: CIRCLE....NEVER ENDS, NEVER BEGINS...
o. Time of day: WHEN THE SUN IS GONE AND THE MOON IS HIGH
o. Country: THE GOOD OL' USA
o. State: TEXAS (WISH I COULD GO TO CALIFORNIA, WASHINGTON, FLORIDA, NORTH CAROLINA, AND NEW YORK)
o. Mall: UM...LAKELINE MALL IN AUSTIN IS PRETTY TIGHT
o. Video game: FINAL FANTASY VII
o. Shampoo: WHATEVER SMELLS GOOD
o. Computer game: DOOM OWNS, COUNTERSTRIKE, ETC.
o. Car: ''66 MUSTANG
o. Scary movie: THE RING WAS REAL TIGHT.
o. Team: FOOTBALL:  NCAA: AGGIES; NFL:

PRIVATE LIFE
o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: GIRLFRIEND
o. Crush: NEVER HURTS TO LOOK
o. Do you love anyone right now: YES
o. Have you ever been in love: YES
o. Ever had sex: YES
o. How many hearts have you broken: WHO KNOWS, WHO CARES, I BET IT WAS 0
o. How many people broke your heart: NOT JUST IN LOVE, BUT MANY PEOPLE HAVE
o. Do you go more by looks or personality : PERSONALITY
o. Ever kiss a friend: NOT THAT I CAN REMEMBER
o. Are you still friends: ?
o. Do you smoke: I HAVE BEFORE
o. How about weed: FUCK THAT
o. Acid: UM...DEATH WISH?

FRIENDS
o. Best friend(s): I'M GONNA HAVE TO SAY SHAINA S., JEFF C., ERIC W., WENCE O., BRENT W., AMBER S., CLINT L., JEFF J., PATTY D., NATHAN M., JOHN R., SHELBY H., JENNIFER S., ANYONE ELSE, BITCH AT ME LATER 
o. Known longest: ERIC
o. Wish you talk to more than you do: THERE'S A FEW PEOPLE, BUT I'M ALWAYS SO BUSY, AND SO ARE THEY, SO IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN DO ANYTHING
o. How many friends do you think you have: THE ONES LISTED ABOVE
o. How many do you actually hang out with: HOWEVER MANY I WANT,  WHO I WANT, WHEN I WANT, HOW LONG I WANT
o. Ever lose a good friend because you took it to the next level: NO
o. Craziest: CLINT AND JEFF ARE CRAZY, BUT SO ARE JEFF C., ERIC, AND WENCE
o. Loudest: ME

HAVE YOU EVER
o. Flashed someone: YES I FLASHED MY BOOBS ALL OVER THE PLACE TO EVERYONE I SEE
o. Told the person you liked how you felt: I THINK SHE KNOWS :)
o. Stolen anything from a store: WHO HASN'T
o. Kissed someone of the same sex: FUCK NO
o. Been to a concert: YEAH GOING AGAIN TOO
o. Been to another country: YEAH, LIVED THERE FOR A YEAR
o. Talked back to an adult: LMAO, ADULTS MEAN SHIT TO ME
o. Cried to get out of trouble: WHEN I WAS LIKE 3


THE LAST THING
o. You ate: CHICKEN SANDWICH
o. You drank: DR. PEPPER
o. The last place you went: WENDY'S
o. Last thing you bought: STARBURST
o. Last Person you saw: MY MOM WHEN SHE WANTED 400 BUCKS FROM ME THAT I DON'T HAVE
o. Last person you talked to: MY MOM, AGAIN, READ ABOVE
o. Last song you heard: WHAT I'M LISTENING TO AT THE MOMENT: UNEARTH- ONE STEP AWAY


Posted at 4/14/2004 3:51:23 am by BodomChild
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